i draw a breath
and then, another
i drink your fluid
my dose of mother
your blood, my veins
your heart, my lungs
your siren’s essence
on my tongue
drunken, floating
safe and warm
junkie, addict
not yet born
expand, contract
expel, release
dissect the cord
disturb the peace
the seed, the soil
the need, the want
the empty void
the burn, the haunt
vision gained
insight lost
feelings removed
on comes the frost
the chill, the sting
the sole, the wrath
completely whole
is now just half
ever vacant
always yearning
never resting
writhing, squirming
WOW…I’m going to have to read this over and over. I’m seeing so many sides to these thoughts.Love you, Mom Light