i believe i was
meant for
something higher
not bigger
not bolder
just closer
to what makes sense
i feel low again
not deeper
not farther
from what i know
in my heart
is immeasurable
in distance
so i see the lie
and i call it out
upon myself
to myself
and stand outside
but truly true inside
asking my self
not to hide
but to once again to
just glide