forgotten humor

if i forgot myself today

forgot

that i must be doing

forgot

the weight of waiting

might i return

from nowhere

to everywhere

all at once

unweighted

undone

unwound

and just for fun

does being so serious

add value

on some scale i cannot see

do i dare to measure

or calculate a treasure

by my lack of pleasure

or is it more about respect

not in hierarchy

but synergy

of being fully present

to acknowledge

that there’s no difference

ah, that may be the reverence

that exists eternally

in reverie and revelry

the humor

of my ever changing humor